Am I crazy?

I hope the answer is "no."

For some time, I have been struggling with what God wants me to do. It has been for the better part of a year now. I do not feel that God is calling me to move at this time. Ministry opportunities are limited to pretty much volunteer.

I am seriously considering going back to school to my master's degree in history. It is to the point where I am about to go buy a book to study for the GRE exam.

It will take me some time, as I will have to continue to work. The local university does not offer on-line classes or summer classes (except for Thesis).

I am a little worried about the workload. I am a slow reader.